The Light House, that light you and me

2009-03-08T00:33:00.002+08:00

the story of me and fat has come to the end.
nothing can be done anymore.

but i wish miracle happens
i wish miracle happens

im upset.
but i dont want you to get worried.

2009-02-28T21:57:00.002+08:00

i was so disappointed when i heard that..
whether is it true or not..
i hope you tell me..

life without you was just not right.
i felt like falling down..
but then i kept strong cause im waiting for you.

i really hope what i heard is not true..

2009-02-22T00:45:00.003+08:00

dragonboat had come to the end for 2009.
was quite disappointed and upset..
well.. entered into final.. knowing that is compeitive..
knowing there's something to achieve..
but just suddenly... under some circumstances..
we lost it.
irwan teared.
i see him i also teared..
and besides the two of us...
i am sure more from the team are also very disappointed about it..

2009-02-15T21:59:00.001+08:00

i hope u can just talk to me again...
start all over again...
am waiting

2009-02-14T00:18:00.000+08:00

i dislike this day.

2009-01-21T05:46:00.002+08:00

many things happened..
at work..
at home..

felt lost.
hope he is there for me.
hope he listens to my problems..
missing him.

2009-01-15T02:33:00.000+08:00

life isnt good. not even at work

2009-01-04T03:13:00.001+08:00

i browsed through some horoscope and.. its say my love for 03012009..

The pain you feel comes from the heart. Whether someone broke yours or your broke theirs, you're suffering from the emotional hangover. It's okay to hide in your personal space. If that involves a pint of Cherry Garcia and a depressing movie, go for it. The experience will only enhance your empathy.

and its true

2008-12-26T23:20:00.000+08:00

i have been missing you.
i'll give u the space that u need..
but i hope u dont forget about me.
i am still waiting for the day that you will ask me out my fat.

im waiting..

2008-12-18T22:56:00.001+08:00

why he like to borrow money from me?

where are you? i really miss you

2008-12-09T23:21:00.000+08:00

almost fainted after a run at gym earlier on..
sigh..

2008-12-08T11:50:00.001+08:00

please dont treat me so coldly anymore.

2008-12-02T23:24:00.003+08:00

i love that someone.
but that someone seems to be withdrawing back..
he said dont want to hurt me anymore..
but..
i felt worse now.
how can i have the endurance.
i am drained out..
yet i still need to be strong.
hoping one day he will be mine again.

i am angry at people who ask me to give up.
i wont give up on the one i love.
esp you. T5154

2008-12-01T23:15:00.001+08:00

come back to me..

2008-11-21T11:08:00.002+08:00

sad.
hurt by someone i love so much

2008-11-03T00:46:00.001+08:00

i miss you.
i have no idea what to blog..
everything is just within myself..

upset

2008-10-17T02:33:00.002+08:00

all i needed is just a simple love.
started a small family when the time is right.
for seems like i no longer wish for it.

my heart.. pumping hard to get the blood moving..
onces its tired..
will be dead

2008-10-03T20:22:00.002+08:00

a year past
nothing is done.
nothing changed.
seems like its always at the orginal position.

laugh at me..
seems like i cant do anything right.
not even in a relationship..
what's more.

time will prove the limit of my tolerance.
time will prove how much i love you.
time will prove how much i really care for you.
time will prove the misery.
time will prove the happiness.
time will prove everything.

time will prove what am i to you.
time will prove if you love me.

yes.
and when is the time?
soon?
next second?
next minute?
next hour?
next day?
next week?
next year?
or when i die..

2008-09-27T02:59:00.000+08:00

just living day by day..
mentally exhasted.
ouch.

2008-09-22T02:51:00.002+08:00

"Take the first step in faith. You don't have to see the whole staircase, just take the first step."

being disappointment from time to time..
all i want is someone to be truthful.
dont lie to me..

2008-09-15T12:39:00.007+08:00

a toast to the newly-wedded couple
of raymond and celine.
well.. it was not an ordinary drink..
is a mixture of drinks of alcohols..
and fizzy drink plus an orchid
inside..
not for us to drink..
but for the groom..

no time to blog.. time for work

2008-09-05T03:18:00.002+08:00

sleepless night again..
why do i receive this type of treatment?
was just worried but i did do anything wrong?
am i thinking too much or what..

cried to sleep..
but still can't sleep..

2008-09-04T11:31:00.001+08:00

sleepless night again

F1

2008-09-02T10:55:00.003+08:00

F1 coming..
and i have to do duty from 1500 to 2400
everyday from 20sep till the end of it..

back

2008-09-01T17:57:00.002+08:00

back to blog i guess..
after a long "cooling down" period.
just too lazy to find a new blogskin..
so am using the old one back.

brb...